UGH!

I don't know what I clicked to make the task bar do that and I've tried everything possible to make it go back to the way it was. What I do know is that I can't stand it. ARGH! (Darn Tourette's!)

I just love this theatre TOO much

I have practice almost every night Mon-Thurs. For 2-3 hours. And you know what? Despite the fact so kids my age prefer to hang with me and I may start school (homework!) next month, I LOVE IT!

More on the kids-my-age thing. Argh. Ugh. Argh ugh. It's all for the reputation--the adults see that I don't blah blah blah all the time and it's better for me and my (hopeful) future career in the long run.

And yes, I may be entering school next month Anna and Rachel! Christian school, since Maman isn't letting me near the same types of kids like those of whom she works with. LoL! Well, just so long as I'm not unsocialized or anything....LoL!

I'm STILL in love.....

....at age 13. Almost 14. Still....ARGH!!!

The reason I know this crush is different is because I keep getting these odd sensations (like wanting to kiss this guy....having MAJOR urges too.....not like me AT ALL), very extremely weird, and the past few days I've been so giddy I've been scaring MYSELF. And believe me, this chick is hard to weird out :oP

But let's get onto a different subject shall we?

Placing Out! Yes, my current play. Very nice. Umm...good music.
School. Well, nothing much to say in that subject.
Friends. Got 'em. Haven't told 'em. 'Cept for one. She understands :o)
Life in general? Um...well....

OH WHO AM I KIDDING

I'm obsessed, I tell you!

Any advice? ANYONE?

I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love!

ARGH! Good Charlotte has described my feelings perfectly in that song!

What has brought this on? I'm not even 14 yet, for heaven's sake!!

Okay. Here's the thing. I'm just now admitting to myself that I have a crush on this guy. That little bug has been nagging me since....since....well, a LONG time. And it's driving me BANANAS!!!

I truly, honestly, DO NOT WANT TO BE IN LOVE!

Then again, it could just be my raging teenage hormones attacking once more.....:oP

Sorry for this ever-so-random and rather disturbing post. I'm just feeling things I've never felt before! All I can do is pray!

I don't want to be in love....YET. But....maybe...just maybe....(am I really about to say this?) it could happen. In like, 8 or 9 years. You never know. It could happen. After all.....love is a strong thing!

Abby and Willie

Of course I waited until AFTER I posted a fear-ridden post to read the comments! LoL! :oP

Yes Anna here they are, a bit old though. I love the first one of the Baby....so cute!

Another shooting.

It's a half-hour from where I live and the hospital is visible from my grandparent's house. ARGH!
Why do people do this? Has the world fallen THIS MUCH? Oh, and knowing I'm most likely going to (public) high school this fall scares me. Dekalb isn't more of a gang, shooting town then my very own town.

But--of course. I have to remember. It's all in God's hands.

Oh well. We live in a fallen world. So be it.

By the way, happy V-Day! :oP

Summer dreaming......

I hate hate winter with a strong, deep, intense passion. I want summer. Now. But, since I've still at least 6 weeks or more to wait for it, imagining is as far as I'll get. So, I wrote a poem.

The sweet smell of freshly mowed grass,
fireflies lighting through the jar's glass.
Bright-colored batons thrown on the pool's bottom
I slip on my goggles and try to find them.
From the top tree branch my legs are hanging,
clearly I can hear the screen door banging.
Nimble frogs slip through my fingers,
but yet their earthy smell still lingers.
Now to the amusement park I will go,
where there are rides, built high and low!
Clickety-clack goes the coaster's chain lift,
and soon my stomach will downward shift!
The scorching sun shines high above,
preserving the summer I deeply love!

It's all I have to reminisce for now....

Stay safe, all you, on the slick roads. And for the ones living in warm climates....I envy you.